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20 February 2010 @ 12:56 pm
The Water-Bearer [Zeus/Ganymede, PG-13]  
Zeus/Ganymede +Percy/Nico preslash . 3,622 words . PG-13 . There's this look on his face, like he doesn't expect Percy to know the name - or, rather, that he'd be amused if he does.


There's a banquet in Camp Half-Blood's honor, for vanquishing the ice monster that had been ravaging the whole of the country. That is, it's a banquet for the Camp in name, but everyone knows it's really all for Percy. Percy, who kept fighting when everyone else had collapsed from frostbite, and for Nico, who'd made certain the Invincible Man got enough rest.

Nico's sitting on his right, on the edge of his chair, squirming just a little because he doesn't like the recognition. Percy doesn't blame him. Modesty is something the gods have trouble understanding, but luckily, what they don't understand they just ignore, so most of the campers have already been generally forgotten about.

"Thirsty?"

Percy's head snaps up at the light, clear tenor for over his right shoulder. There's a boy there - no, okay, he's older than that, at least Percy's age, or maybe older. He's wearing a clean white collared shirt, with the first few buttons undone, and his black slacks are freshly pressed, with the emblem of Zeus sewn into the pockets. It's strange. Usually, the gods are waited on by nymphs and sprites - he's never seen anyone so human, serving. Especially not one so pretty - he's got tan skin and almost-violet eyes, and a tumble of caramel curls, braided down his back and threaded through with matching silver.

And then there's the jug. The jug, though, he's seen before.

It usually stands on a pedestal in the council hall, behind Zeus's throne, among other Important Items that aren't being used - swords and helmets and magical objects, for the most part. It's certainly not the most impressive of the lot. It's silver, and it does have some nice carvings, but it doesn't do much.

One of his eyebrows lifts near-imperceptibly, and Percy realizes he's been staring for like, five minutes, which is totally rude. "Sorry. Um - sure."

His hands, graceful and clearly used to this, pour a stream of water into Percy's goblet, and he can't help noticing the rings - three of them, all silver, set in with tiny sapphires and etched with lightning patterns. More marks of Zeus. It fascinates him.

"Who - are you?"

Percy realizes a second later that that was probably even ruder, and he probably had plenty of work to do, but the man smiles. He doesn't seem to mind the interruption, and props his pitcher on one hip. "I'm Ganymede."

There's this look on his face, like he doesn't expect Percy to know the name - or, rather, that he'd be amused if he does. It bothers him and he tries, really hard, but if it's a legend he's supposed to have heard, he is completely forgetting it. "I'm Percy."

"I know," and now he's really amused, which isn't fair. It isn't fair that he's always the center of attention - first Kronos, then Annabeth, then breaking up with Annabeth, now the ice giant and really, don't the gods have better things to do? "You're quite a hero, you know."

"So they tell me," Percy mutters, and wraps his hands around his goblet to bury his face in it, to hide the blush. The water is startlingly good - clear and cold, like pure snowmelt, and it tingles through his body, burning away the groggy aftermath of sleeping for three days straight. It's wonderful.

"You are. I would know, I've seen them," and Percy's heard that before, but it sounds different, coming from Ganymede. It's not pretentious, he isn't trying to prove anything. In fact, if anything, it's fond - like they were friends of his that he wishes he'd gotten to see more of. And then Percy thinks, maybe they were. "You deserve every bit of it."

'It' being this, all of it. The celebration and the feasting and the gods. Which isn't to say he hadn't thought he did, before, but owning to it's a little hard. The first time, it was great. Now, he's getting tired. But maybe he does deserve it.

Ganymede moves on without a goodbye, like he's sure they'll meet again - and Percy's fairly sure of it, too. He sips at his water and watches as he fills Nico's cup, then Clarisse's, speaking to them in low, petal-soft tones that he can't quite make out.

"Don't stare too hard," a low, amused voice says from his left. Percy jerks to attention and looks, and it's Apollo, older than he usually is around Percy, all glittery and godlike for the feast today. "You'll only make him angry."

"What?" He can't possibly imagine Ganymede ever being angry. He just seems too nice, too quiet and demure.

Apollo snaps in front of his face to get his attention, again. "Not him. Zeus. You'll piss Zeus off if you stare too hard. We've all been there, it isn't pretty."

"Who is he?" And he doesn't look, really he doesn't. He looks at Nico instead, watches a pleased flush spread over his cheeks as he sips at the cleansing water.

The sun god can't help a choked laugh. "Don't tell me you don't know."

Percy scowls and feels his face turn red. "Well, I don't, so-"

"The Rape of Ganymede." It's Nico who speaks, interrupting, his dark eyes flashing with some hard-to-place emotion. "Didn't you ever have an art history class?"

Art? What's art got to do with it? "No?"

But Apollo's half-leaning over him now, scowling. "Look, it wasn't rape."

Nico gives the Sun God glare for glare. "Well, whatever you want to call it."

"Let me set this straight, punk," and it's the first time Percy's ever heard him sound so serious. "Whatever stories you've heard, they aren't even half of what actually happened. Ganymede is, and will always be, Zeus's lover."

No one's paying any attention to Percy anymore, as they launch into an argument about specifics, which is fine by him, because his head is spinning. Zeus's lover? Zeus's... male... lover. Who is Ganymede. Who could practically be a brother of his, that's how young he looks. Zeus's lover. Just. What?

He's at the High Table now, and Percy watches him, closely. It isn't just him - Ganymede treats everyone with the same gentle courtliness, and it's clear to see that everyone loves him for it. Hephaestus actually smiles, warmly, and even Dionysus softens to an almost-grin as Ganymede leans close to tell what looks to be a saucy joke. The only ones who don't seem to like him very much are Aphrodite - and Percy remembers something Ares said once, that she hates stable relationships, and that's got to be it - and Hera, who openly scowls in his direction. He takes it with a polite disdain, and it's the frosty veneer of two people who have been disliking each other for a very long time, so it's practically out of habit.

But then he gets to Zeus, and when he smiles it's damn near brilliant.

He's leaning close over his shoulder as he pours, and murmuring something low in his ear, and Zeus tries to keep stern - he'd been talking to Hades - but a smile that can't be denied tugs at his lips, and if Percy hadn't been looking so hard, maybe he would've missed it.

But as Ganymede starts to pull away, Zeus catches his wrist, and drops all pretense of a conversation. They're in a middle of a banquet, and the hall's full of gods, and heroes, and awkward half-children - but Zeus tilts his head back, and draws him in, and kisses him so deeply that no one could possibly deny the willingness on both sides.

Percy goes absolutely red. It's not like it was for him or anything - of course not, despite the fact that he'd just been having this little internal freakout and here, have some proof! only it wasn't like that at all. It can't've been. Clearly, he's just thinking about this way too much and he should shut the hell up and eat, now, and maybe have some more water because he needs to clear his head, after that.

As they finally pull apart, though, Zeus catches his eye, and he winks.

Apollo sighs, from right over Percy's shoulder, and he jumps - he'd forgotten he was there. "He really does have to make a spectacle of it, doesn't he? I apologize, it seems I'm needed at the High Table." Hermes is shooting urgent glares in their direction, and Percy figures it means 'Help, before Hera kills something!' and Apollo disappears.

It's then he notices that Nico is gripping the table with one hand, and staring open-mouthed at the High Table, or more particularly, at Zeus, who's carrying on his conversation as if nothing out of the ordinary has happened, and Ganymede, who's pouring for Hades and looking rather flushed and debauched. It's a really good look for him, Percy decides, but he quickly cuts his eyes away, and back to Nico, because that train of thought can only end in misery.

Nico is... well, to be honest, he must've been halfway between turned-on and scandalized, which is a really good look for him, on the subject of good looks. Percy sips at his water and watches, as he slowly unwraps his hand from the table and tears his eyes away and stabs, viciously, at his meat.

"Rape of Ganymede, huh?"

"Oh, shut up."

+

They cut out of the banquet early and it's so obvious, but Zeus has no scruples and Ganymede could really care less, at this point. The second they're alone, he wraps his arms around the man's shoulders, stands up on tiptoe, and kisses him, deep and messy and utterly heartfelt. Zeus laughs into his mouth. "That will never get old."

"You really shouldn't tease them like that, they're only boys." He buries his fingers in the god's hair, leans against his chest, smiling.

"And how old were you when we first met?" They're slowly making their way down the hall to Zeus's rooms, but it's a very long hall and Ganymede likes his lips very much.

"Mmm, fifteen," he murmurs, laughing in return. "But you were a goat. How could I resist?"

On the other hand, distances are nothing for the god of the sky, and suddenly they're in bed, and Ganymede immediately flops over, spreading out over the cloudlike blankets.

"But that doesn't count. I didn't really know you then," he continues, propping his chin on his hands.

Zeus slowly begins unpicking his braid, sliding out the fine silver wire. "Or I you," he mutters.

"I think I knew you as every member of the animal kingdom before you were man enough to - "

"That wasn't cowardice, that was - "

"Oh, I'm sorry, you were just shy then - "

"Of course I was."

It's so stupid, Ganymede thinks, it's stupid that he still manages to surprise. They'll be teasing and making fun and he'll say something so honest, just - out of the blue, and Ganymede can't help falling a little more each time.

Zeus is slowly unbuttoning the cuffs of his shirt, and placing gentle kisses over every one of his fingers. "You wouldn't've been impressed if I'd appeared as a human at first, anyway. I wouldn't've been able to do more than babble, or maybe drool a little. Yes, I definitely would've drooled."

Ganymede snickered, though affection made it sound rather more like a giggle. "And I'd've told you to take a cold bath in a deep stream. Isn't that what actually happened, anyway?" He lets Zeus turn him, until he's lying on his back, so the god can unfasten each one of his buttons.

"Well, all I said for the first week was 'sire'. And possibly 'your shoes'. You couldn't find them."

Another snicker, that fades into an outright laugh. "Did I really? I can't remember the details any longer." He sighs, as Zeus's fingers pause to stroke at the soft skin of his belly.

"I was your servant for three years, and I was besotted."

"I was besotted," Ganymede corrects in a soft, chiding voice.

"Hush." The last button undone, Zeus lets the shirt fall open, and starts on the fastenings of his pants. "And then you were sent off on your educational exile - "

"It wasn't exile, and besides, I had you - "

" - to Mount Ida, and I told you who I really was - "

"I remember that much, Zeus."

" - and you didn't believe me - "

"Who would?" They've had this conversation before, many times, so many times. Ganymede doesn't ever want to stop having it. He doesn't ever want to forget what it was like - his strong, handsome servant, loved more than life itself, telling him in awkward, halting words that he really is Zeus, the Lord of the Sky, and Prince Ganymede of Troy can't help laughing. "You certainly never seemed very godlike."

Zeus scowls, affronted. "I am very godlike!"

But that only makes Ganymede laugh more, rolling over so he can shrug the shirt free. "Oh yes, very much so, sir. Especially with that little display today, quite dignified - "

"Oh stop that." Zeus is smiling, and playing with his hair, and Ganymede knows exactly where he stands. If anyone else suggested that Zeus was ever less of a god because of his affection, they'd be smited - smote? - in the face, or something, either way it would not end well. But Ganymede has always been the exception. "You know, I don't know why you put up with me."

He raises an eyebrow. Purses his lips a little, waiting to see if Zeus is kidding, or if he really expects an answer. After a minute of silence, if seems he really does, and Ganymede sighs. "Don't be ridiculous."

"I'm not! You're ridiculous, for saying I'm - I cheat on you, at least once a month."

"That's a bit of an understatement," Ganymede comments mildly, and Zeus has the grace to look flustered.

"You've got every reason to hate me," he mutters.

"Probably." There's a hint of a grin in the corner of his mouth, but Zeus probably won't see it, if he's not looking for it. "Not only do you sleep around, but you come back and tell me about it, in extremely graphic detail - "

"Well - it's - "

"When I don't even find women remotely attractive, which you know perfectly well, by the way - "

"I can't - it isn't - "

"And, let me see." He rolls onto his stomach and starts counting on his fingers, holding three up for the aforementioned point. "You use me as a pawn to piss off your wife on a near-daily basis even though you do love her, don't even try and deny it, I know you too well. You come to me every time a mortal won't have you. You use me as an excuse to miss council meetings. You order me to serve at banquets and then treat me like your personal courtesan - "

Zeus grabs his hand and folds the fingers down, eyes stormy and troubled. "Stop, Ganymede, for heaven's sake, I really - "

"And I don't mind a bit of it." He turns his face up to Zeus's, and the grin is in full force now, dancing over his lips. "Not one, single bit."

The god flushes a deep, embarrassed red, and he can't quite meet his lover's eyes. "I'm awful to you."

"I'd let you know the second I was unhappy."

"It isn't fair." His jaw is clenched and tight, and it's only then that Ganymede realizes how affected he is, that he really believes what he's saying. That he somehow isn't good enough.

It reminds him so very much of the servant he'd fallen in love with, but he won't say that. It probably won't help.

"You could have anyone," Zeus mutters, looking out towards the window. "Anyone in the world. I'd let you go, really I would. Immortality, mortality - anything you wanted. However you want your life to be. You aren't my pet, I'm not keeping you here."

"I know," Ganymede whispers, and slides his fingertips along his god's jaw. "I know that. And that is why," he breathes, moving closer until he's very nearly draped along his side, lips brushing the fuzz of his beard, "I refuse to settle," and he presses a kiss to his jaw, his cheek, the corner of his mouth, "for anyone less than the best."

+

"Good morning, hero," a teasing voice murmurs, trickling into Percy's ear.

"Unnh... what?"

He can't quite remember the events of the previous night. He does remember drinking a lot of wine, and possibly Nico had been in his lap at some point, which he wishes he could remember but the wine of the gods is much, much stronger than he expected.

There's a light laugh in front of him, and he finally unsticks his eyelids, enough to see Ganymede, in a ponytail and a blue shirt and jeans, holding out a glass of water. "I think you'll be needing this."

He looks at the water. It looks back. Or, he feels like it does. But he isn't in any sort of position to say no to anything right now, so he takes it, and has a sip.

He gasps sharply as it burns through him, leaving much-needed sanity in its wake. "Oh, gods. I drank a lot."

"That you did."

"I don't remember a thing."

"Yes, Olympian wine does that. The gods like doing things they'll regret, but they don't like remembering it later."

He blinks at the all-too-pretty man, and decides that it's way too early to try and make sense of that sentence. Things are starting to come together, a little - at least, the stuff that happened before he started drinking, anyway. "You're Zeus's lover."

Ganymede looks like he's trying to hold back amusement, but his voice is even when he replies. "Yes."

For a second, all Percy can do is gape. "...Why?"

This time, Ganymede doesn't even bother to resist it. He throws his head back, and the laughter echoes off marble walls. Then he pushes to his feet, dusting his hands off, and maybe Percy's always had a thing for more natural beauty, but he can't help noticing that Ganymede looks even better, like this. It suits him. "Fall in love some day, Percy Jackson, and you'll understand." Then he taps the top of Percy's head, making the world spin. "Now drink up. I promise you'll feel better."

Percy rolls his eyes but does as he's told, and when he brings the cup down, one long draft later, Ganymede is gone.

He does notice Nico now, though, slumped against the wall several feet down. He's rubbing at his eyes and making utterly pathetic sounds, and Percy crawls over, presses the cup into his hands. "Drink," he orders.

"I don't want to drink anymore. I've had enough to drink."

Adorable, Percy thinks, before he can even help it, or wonder where the thought came from. "It's water, it'll help. Go on."

So he does, and when he looks less like death and more like the son of death, he sighs, grateful, and passes the cup back to Percy. "Thanks."

"No problem."

They sit in silence and gradually downing sobriety, and Percy thinks, This is nice. And he still doesn't understand Ganymede, doesn't know the story that everyone's supposed to know, but he thinks he can at least accept it. Because anyone who looks that happy must deserve every bit of it.

Nico's head drops to Percy's shoulder, and he's surprised to find that Nico has actually fallen asleep.

And, he admits, he sort of finds it sweet.


sequel: Immortality

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( 44 comments — Leave a comment )
Sam[info]kohl_eyed on February 20th, 2010 07:07 pm (UTC)
Hermes is shooting urgent glares in their direction, and Percy figures it means 'Help, before Hera kills something!' and Apollo disappears.

"And how old were you when we first met?" They're slowly making their way down the hall to Zeus's rooms, but it's a very long hall and Ganymede likes his lips very much.

"Mmm, fifteen," he murmurs, laughing in return. "But you were a goat. How could I resist?"


the chosen and the beloved[info]igrab on February 20th, 2010 07:13 pm (UTC)
I really, really want to write a huge fic of them meeting like this and falling in love etc etc.
Sam[info]kohl_eyed on February 20th, 2010 07:14 pm (UTC)
Ummmm

YES
the chosen and the beloved: holmes / magpie's paradise[info]igrab on February 20th, 2010 07:17 pm (UTC)
oh god i have too much to write!! i've been ignoring 'take control' and 'quoth the raven' and i keep promising myself i won't start things until i finish those, haha very funny auuugh.
i am a jedi, like my father before me: 10[info]tatooine on February 20th, 2010 07:23 pm (UTC)
...

It took me a while to realize that "you were a goat, how could I resist" wasn't bestiality.
the chosen and the beloved: rdj / *epic facepalm*[info]igrab on February 20th, 2010 07:24 pm (UTC)
LOL oh shit, i'm incredibly sorry. no, he was just kidding.
saint dionysius the areopagite.: Gorillaz[info]soxdamnxcute on February 20th, 2010 11:07 pm (UTC)
YAY! real greek myth fic. ganymede/zeus no less. i love it. (but wasn't zeus an eagle when he 'raped' ganymede? i can't remember) myth references and nico knowing art and omg, be still my pounding heart. i think i am in love with this fic.

IN, FUCKING, LOVE I TELL YOU.
the chosen and the beloved: merlin / this land is our laaaand[info]igrab on February 20th, 2010 11:12 pm (UTC)
*was wondering who would ask that*

well, in my headcanon (and thus, this) they had a whole history before the eagle thing, but the eagle was the only part of the legend that people wanted to tell survived. so, there was no good way to work it in, but he did carry ganymede off as an eagle, but not immediately.

and so glad you liiiiked i am seriously considering writing longfic detailing how they met and loved and blah blah blah because it would be awesome. and a little like merlin only ganymede isn't a prat and zeus is.
saint dionysius the areopagite.[info]soxdamnxcute on February 20th, 2010 11:19 pm (UTC)
*points to self* do i get something for bringing it up? i wanna write percy/hylas bittersweet fic. cos they're myths both revolve around water (does percy count as a myth? fuck it, he does) and hylas is WHOLLY under appreciated in the greek myth fandom.

headcanon is good and i would read the CRAP outta that fic. i could even see myself printing it off and keeping it in my room amongst my mythology anthologies and picture books.
the chosen and the beloved: pj / fuckyeah percy[info]igrab on February 20th, 2010 11:28 pm (UTC)
fuck, man, i could get that shit PUBLISHED.

....*looks up hylas* OH GOD OH GOD WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME THAT HERACLES HAD A GAY BOY TOY SON FIGURE THING? i can't decide if i want them to have been banging or not. i also really like hebe -

okay, at heracles's article now, why did i not actually read up on him sooner???? MAN WAS BANGIN' EVERYONE!!! jfc. i think it's part of a demigod's blood to be biqueertastic.
saint dionysius the areopagite.[info]soxdamnxcute on February 20th, 2010 11:33 pm (UTC)
YOU DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT HYLAS?! WHAT WHAT?!?! they were clearly banging. i love hebe, she's great. got replaced by ganymede though. heracles was the original man slut. theseus was too; trying to kidnap helen (of troy) when she was 15 and all that jazz. demi-god boys take after their 'raping' daddies.

i REALLY wanna write hylas/percy now. i could even bring nico into it. idk idk idk.
the chosen and the beloved: nero / not sure if want.[info]igrab on February 20th, 2010 11:37 pm (UTC)
WHAT WHAT WHAT i manage to avoid some major plot points of greek mythology, wtf, i am l-

FUCK!!!! I WAS OUT AND I MEANT TO GO GET GOD OF WAR BUT I FORGOT, FML FML FML

i used to have it but i was borrowing it from a friend MOANNNNNN SO BORED

and i'm all out of raspberries.

MAN, IDEC, just finish something *paws at* i feel so lonely and prolific.
saint dionysius the areopagite.[info]soxdamnxcute on February 20th, 2010 11:44 pm (UTC)
WHAT WHAT WHAT to what? i'm a HUGE greek myths buff -- blame my mother, my lonely child-ness growing up or my penchant for picking up any and every book in my house with a picture of a penis (marble statues) on the front when i was 8, take your pick -- and sometimes i scare myself.

what is god of war? is it a game? can i play? man i'm bored.

don't moan, it's not becoming. (living with my grandma, some of her traits rub off on me)

there are raspberries in my fridge right now. random fact that doesn't help you but i thought i should say it.

aw, sweetie. i'm here for as long as you need me. and i'm working on fic as fast as i can, but i have college work to do and there's only so many hours in the day and *stops making excuses* here, have some stripper!nico:
He peers up at Percy through his eyelashes, his dark eyes appearing wider with silver glitter all around them. He bites one side of his lip and smirks, leaning the side of his head into the warmth of the older man's thigh. Percy doesn't think there's ever been a time he has wanted to touch something more.
the chosen and the beloved: rachel / mchotass[info]igrab on February 20th, 2010 11:49 pm (UTC)
ASHJKLHDF. okay. best part about that? 'something', rather than someone. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN WHY THAT JUST FITS SO MUCH BETTER, BUT IT DOES, AND THANK YOU.

i have seriously only seen two paragraphs of your writing and i worship the ground you walk on, which is an ENORMOUS feat, because i'm incredibly narcissistic critical.

and i am too, but like. it's all research i've done on my own, which is mostly wikipedia-hopping, flipping through my textbook when i was supposed to be doing something else, and attempting to debate achilles/patroclus with my straitlaced highschool english teachers (that went over well, except how it didn't).

so i'm really knowledgable about really random things, and then there will be this big obvious fact and i'm like. what?
saint dionysius the areopagite.[info]soxdamnxcute on February 20th, 2010 11:55 pm (UTC)
LOL, i originally had 'someone' but then i was like, "NO! percy wants it more than that." and changed it to 'something'.

you only have two? i'll give you another one at the end of this and then you're getting no more until it's posted. wow, i'm seriously flattered. there are some SERIOUSLY talented writers in this fandom, but there's no elitism in here either so i'm not running and hiding from it.

knowledge is POWER in this fandom. for serious; the more you know, the better the writing and the stronger we get. the achilles/patroclus debate NEVER goes down well; "he was his cousin"/"he was his lover" and all that jazz. but well done for trying. greek myth is full of gay. we're making up for the lack of gay in pjo by writing it ourselves.

another random bit of fic:
"I want you," Percy says, panting against the pale skin of Nico's throat. He feels the younger man shudder beneath him before he rocks his hips upwards into Percy's in a dirty, hard grind, mumbling a 'gods, yes, yes, anything, yes' back at him. There's a smile of triumph on the brunette's face when he eases himself back into a sitting position, sliding his knees under Nico's thighs and splaying his legs open with his hands.
the chosen and the beloved: holmes / this never happens[info]igrab on February 21st, 2010 12:00 am (UTC)
*is an incoherent mess*

okay okay, i will just fold my hands nicely and wait now, yes'm! and i totally hear you about the great writing and the elitism - though, i don't hunt through other comms much because there like 90% percy/annabeth and i just dnw dnw dnw. so i keep an eagle eye on pjo_slash and that's about it.
saint dionysius the areopagite.[info]soxdamnxcute on February 21st, 2010 12:04 am (UTC)
i have tomorrow and monday free, so i'll write like a fiend and hopefully post it up as quickly as i can. i REALLY like writing pjo slash; all the characters are so slashable. other fandoms are FRIGHTENING how they've been taken over by a handful of good writers and if you aren't up to scratch, get out. this one is so fucking FUN. i love it.

i watch a lot of slash comms. i have an addiction, i believe.

don't sulk about the game. if the wind changes, your face will stay like that.
the chosen and the beloved: SAIL AWAY SAIL AWAY SAIL AWAY[info]igrab on February 21st, 2010 12:09 am (UTC)
and then there's most fandoms, which just get so big that there's this inundation of mediocre fic and i hate wading through the crap.

on the other hand, being a good writer in those fandoms is really shiny. i've never been a bnf for my writing but i did get five comments in a row once about my actualy writing style, which made me roll over in glee because most people don't even realize that, they're just like 'oh i liked it' but they don't think about WHY they like something, or what particularly stood out to them, and that's how i feel about mediocre fic so knowing details makes me think 'oh hey, i created something special, something that stands out'.

idk let me shut up about myself now, k

but really i can't stand fandoms that are too big. i mean, i like them, but i always have to have a corner where there's five people and everyone knows everyone and we dork about the whole series but mostly, ~our thing~ and i've never met a fandom where the WHOLE FANDOM is like that. this fandom. ♥ ♥
saint dionysius the areopagite.[info]soxdamnxcute on February 21st, 2010 12:13 am (UTC)
most fandoms have issues one way or another. the PJO fandom is fantastic, let us hope nothing ruins it. ♥ it.

it's ok, talk about yourself if you want to. i don't know you and i can't get to know you if i don't talk to you. you know?

since you're awesome, one FINAL bit of fic:
Percy poses for one of Luke's paintings and they end up fucking against the floor-to-ceiling windows of his studio. They leave multicoloured paint fingerprints on the glass, but Luke quickly spins the younger man around before he comes so that most of his release splashes between them; the paint is enough for the cleaning lady to deal with.
the chosen and the beloved: holmes / magpie's paradise[info]igrab on February 21st, 2010 12:25 am (UTC)
what what WHAT luke is an ARTIST oh god my ovaries, BRB HEAD EXPLODING IN SHEER PORNY GLEE.

ffffffffffff

and suddenly i want to find that story that a friend was telling me about with apollo and dionysus and like, mad sex everywhere idefk.

when i say 'my fandom' i mean holmes rpf, because i started the community and i put so much energy into making it awesome - or at least, i did, but we've got almost a thousand members now and there isn't enough good writers. just plain isn't. i've been completely unable to write for it and i've only read like, two fics that i've actually liked, the rest are just really mediocre?? and like, i'm personal friends with all the awesome people but there's no new input rn, because promo time is done and we're just waiting for the dvd and i've had all this rl drama so i've been hiding in percy jackson, but anyway. anyway. my fandom is awesome, despite all that. it remains to be awesome and people are fuckin fab and we have a great time, but there isn't a lot of fic. it's like, 80% Other Stuff and 7% art and 10% fic. idek. it's mostly OMG LOOK AT THIS INTERVIEW JFC BE MORE OBVIOUS. but there's not a lot of intelligent thought.

like, what i love about pjo is that it's exactly what i love - a combination of ridiculous/bad and intelligent/awesome. Like, there's the lol of the fact that the books are kids' books, they're not ~great literature~ but they're fun. and yet, they're based on greek legend and history and ~intelligent people~ things, so most everyone i've met has been smart and/or willing to learn about the canon.

jfc, so many people in the newbie sherlock holmes fandom didn't care about the original stories, and i mean, sherlock holmes fandom is like the century-old king of Pretentious Dickhead Purists. i only started reading them in november, fell in utter love, and then got furious when the noobs violated not only canon, but historical accuracy, like. VICTORIAN ERA. WIKI THAT SHIT.

so idk idk! something has to be both bad and good for me to really like it and it's such a hard balance but pjo is, like, perfect. i'm just hoping it doesn't balloon but since very few people liked the movie i don't think it will? like, i haven't met anyone who's liked the movie and not started reading the books - and liking the books much better.

god this was long, um. i like talking. so.
saint dionysius the areopagite.[info]soxdamnxcute on February 21st, 2010 12:43 am (UTC)
yes yes YES luke is a tormented artist who often fucks his models but is actually in love with percy and percy is... a tool who is in love with luke too but needs to be loved by more and when annabeth dumps him for cheating, he fucks nico to fill the void and nico's a stripper who fucks them both without knowing who luke is to percy and is all infatuated with percy and wants to punch luke's teeth down his throat before he knows him and BLARGH, FUCK CANON THIS IS FANON AND THAT'S A LOT MORE POWERFUL.

holmes rpf. so rdjude? i kinda am quietly in love with both of them, together or otherwise. sorry that there's no new fic; i don't think i could write for that one, but i hope that you DO get an influx of good fic writers soon. you never know what the DVD release will bring washing to your shores. percy jackson is a good fandom to hide in, imho.

i wasn't expecting anything AMAZING when i picked them up, but i had just finished the skullduggary pleasant books and needed something 'young' to read. (if i read a kid's book, my younger brother will and my family are trying to encourage him to read more. i usually have three or four books going at once.) greek myth canon is my favourite. ever.

what? c'mon people, get serious. if you're gonna write it, try and be as canon as you can. fuck SAKE. (the human race bothers me so much somedays) victorian era FTW.

i like both. for COMPLETELY different reasons. the books are one thing, but the film is another. like my movieverse otp is luke/percy while in the books i was all over nico/percy. when they bring nico into the movies i'm gonna be so mindblown screwed and torn it's gonna be ridiculous and someone's gonna need to keep me together.

my otp is COMPLETELY under written and loved. but it is loved, by this little minority but never written and i wish it was but it's never going to balloon cos it broke up an 'original' otp, who were never mine and omg omg omg, i'm ranting about it now. sorry about this. ROLEX FTW.

i'm done, i promise.
the chosen and the beloved: pj / hay bb[info]igrab on February 21st, 2010 01:08 am (UTC)
*pants* oh god this fic is going to hit like, ten of my secret/notsosecret kinks OR SOMETHING

yeah see that's the thing, they're so friggin obvious that all we do is sit around and squeal about it because no one can get over the fact that they actually nuzzle each other and talk about holmes and watson being gay, it's just, MINDBLOWING

but whatever, i'd rather have gay greek gods than rdjude atm, mostly because holmes/watson is canon and really, if you can't do acd justice, don't even fucking try.

the film, like. tbh i wish i hadn't read the books because i think it interfered with my enjoyment of hte movie. i mean, i laughed SO MUCH, i was so ~entertained~ and i loved that, i loved that it was a great, fun movie, but annabeth not resembling annabeth at all in the slightest BURNED MY SOUL, and wtf, not!hades ~appearing in fire~at the camp to tell percy lol i have your mom??? I was, BUT THALIA? CAMP DEFENSES?! HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU EVEN GOING TO BE ABLE TO DO THE NEXT MOVIE YOU HAVEN'T INTRODUCED ANY OF THE MAIN PLOT!!! so i'm like, jeez, way to keep sequel potential but I ENJOYED MYSELF and it's so hard to separate them. :\ but w/e, i am clearly more interested in the percy/nico and gay greek gods side of things, so like. man. i like percy/luke because of fandom. the fandom has made me like it. because in the books? it did not have the level of slash subtext that it should could have. which is fine! it actually makes me feel better and more justified when i read something and i'm like okay, percy really isn't harboring some grand secret romance for luke, unlike *lists a long string of pairings that are supposed to be platonic and ARE CLEARLY NOT* so. i feel justified. but that doesn't mean i won't love reading fic about it anyway, because i feel like that's how it would have been, if i'd been writing it. if i'd been writing it annabeth would've stayed bamf and not gotten jealous of rachel because she'd understand that she was important to the mission, everyone would be at least four years older, nico would be a canon teasing hotass and percy/luke would have that sweet sweet flavor of emotional subtext - and it would have been percy, not annabeth, who believed in him SO STRONGLY and that would have been the driving force of the entire series. and that whole last scene would have been much better done and more emotional, fuck annabeth, and the styx thing, like. percy would have really almost died but nico says something, that makes him think that luke was here, if luke could do this so can i, and THAT'S what brings him out of it, so it's part nico and part luke and nico fusses over him.

THAT IS HOW IT SHOULD HAVE HAPPENED, I REST MY CASE.

and to make things cool i would've set up grover and annabeth, because i think that could've been very sweet. or just nothing at all, but i really didn't like juniper, she just seemed like a plot device that didn't actually have anything to do with the plot, therefore making her utterly useless.

TL;DR - logan lerman is perfection.
the chosen and the beloved: CAPSLOCK AAAAAAAAHHH!!![info]igrab on February 20th, 2010 11:51 pm (UTC)
OH AND YES, GOD OF WAR IS A PS2 GAME, AND I AM CRYING BECAUSE I WANT TO PLAY IT, SOB.

saint dionysius the areopagite.[info]soxdamnxcute on February 20th, 2010 11:55 pm (UTC)
I WOULD PLAY IF I WAS THERE; MY BROTHER AND I HAVE ASSASSIN'S CREED MARATHONS WHEN I GO HOME -- ONCE A MONTH -- AND I FUCKING RULE.

DON'T CRY.
the chosen and the beloved: holmes / bad day for science[info]igrab on February 20th, 2010 11:58 pm (UTC)
it's that i don't have a car, to go get it, it just suuuucks.

i'm trying to figure out whether i'm lame enough to watch a walkthrough, or if that will just make me cry more, because i do know what happens, i just won't be able to doooooo it. and it's seriously one of the funnest, epicest games ever.

or i could be completely lame and play KH instead, lol THAT WOULD DO NOTHING FOR ME.

*sulks*
The Winter Cynic, or Lord Magnificent Bastard: PJO Fandom is epic[info]ruins_of_sodom on February 21st, 2010 12:08 am (UTC)
I. Oh god. I. Where do even begin?

Oh Grabby, this was perfect! And I am utterly pleased I read this. I love how you characterized Ganymede, because yes yes yes he's more than just looks. He's charm embodied, and not sex. Or not just sex. I don't know, kind of drooling here too. His dynamics with Zeus are awesome and I am packing this thing up and taking it as canon. THIS IS THE SIXTH BOOK OKAY?

And Apollo's actually very kick ass. Not only is he maturer in looks but he's maturer in making sure Hera does not unleash hell on their asses. AND IT HAD TO BE HERMES. YES YES YES.

*w* brb, rereading this all over again.
the chosen and the beloved: pj / worst secret ever[info]igrab on February 21st, 2010 12:14 am (UTC)
*PINK WITH JOY AND PRAISE*

fyi i'm planning a whole zeus/ganymede epic, that's pretty much what they said here but spun out, because i keep rereading that part over and over myself and sigh and it's not enough, must write mooooore.

i, like. i love apollo but he was actually my least favorite of the portrayals in canon. i'm not bothered by it because the gods can appear however they want, and i think he was trying to make a certain impression on percy, and maybe impress thalia a little. but he has the capability of being much more classy and serious imho. and of couuuurse it had to be hermes ♥

sigh hera, she is the one olympian i will never justify, she's just a jealous angry prude and is not likely to change if she hasn't by now!! ganymede is not amused, but he knows zeu likes him better so he doesn't give a damn. XD
The Winter Cynic, or Lord Magnificent Bastard[info]ruins_of_sodom on February 21st, 2010 12:37 am (UTC)
*I MEAN IT TOO*

That would be really lovely and I would love to read that. Especially when your Ganymede is like this? He's too lovely for words. And Zeus is so obviously smitten but remorseful although I still think of that crack we conjured up.

I agree. The teenaged Sun God thing I wasn't so into. But perhaps what Percy needed at the time was someone of his own age. And it was refreshing for them, I guess? Although In my head, Apollo totally looks like this but blond. Although if you have a different guy in mind, I'd love to see it. That's Thomas Combezou by the way, rugby player, from the Le Dieux du Stade 2008 issue. Whenever I think of him and Hermes, a maturer Apollo comes to mind, especially if Hermes is Jude Law, yes yes yes yes. OH I LOVE YOU FOR ADDING HERMES IN THERE

Exactly! She was not one of my favorites at all but I did like her involvement in the books. It's just that she's...well, a bitch. You go, Ganymede! That's the spirit. I do love how he's got Zeus' mark on him. Possessive much, Sky Lord?
the chosen and the beloved: holmes / method actors[info]igrab on February 21st, 2010 12:54 am (UTC)
SHIT, FUCK! you just reminded me that initially, when iw as playing the scene out in my head (i was in the shower), ganymede was going to start teasing that he thought percy was pretty and tempting etc, and zeus was going to be like RAGE, NO. NO. NOT ALLOWED. and ganymede was like idk, he's awfully brave and... humble.... ~~~ and then it would be something along the lines of 'you're not allowed to sleep around. but i am.' and that's how they got around to zeus being a hypocritical manwhore, MAN!!! I KNEW I WAS MISSING SOMETHING. rage. anyway. yes, he is SO possessive.

okay, here's the lame thing - before even a centimeter of that jude picture had loaded? i knew exactly what picture it was, and what movie it was from, and what scene, etc etc etc. i was like OH, ALFIE. THAT PICTURE. and then felt like a huge retarded tool but YES, jude in alfie 100% = hermes. and rofl rofl that guy. i rofl because he makes me think of apollo in star trek - yes, apollo is in star trek.... but my image of apollo actually comes from this book, which is still my favorite mythology book, and i can't find a picture of him but he was feminine-pretty, with literally gold skin and long gold hair in ringlets, and i feel totally embarrassed to say that the apollo in my head has long gold ringlets, but. uh. he does.

and pffff giggling, i love making zeus a total narcissistic jerk who can't take his head far enough out of his ass to see what he's doing to everyone else, but i think that can coexist with the thought that ganymede just sort of breaks allt he rules and loves him despite himself. and zeus is only a little bit self-aware, like, he knows he's totally awful but ganymede's the only one that makes him actually care about it.
The Winter Cynic, or Lord Magnificent Bastard[info]ruins_of_sodom on February 21st, 2010 01:05 am (UTC)
You'll have a whole lot more ficspace to put that in. Hinthintnudgenudge. Oh ZEUS. You make me laugh at you very quietly in my head. Quietly because if it's outloud, I might get smote dead. And that wouldn't be nice. D:

Possibly because I was browsing [info]holmes_rpf which made it so obvious. I love Jude's haaaaair in that picture. He's adorable and I love him so hard. He's perfect for the Hermes in my head and he does remind me of Jake Abel who I can no longer unsee as Luke. THANKS MOVIE. I had wanted someone hunkier for Luke too but Jake does a pretty good job. AND OH MY GOD. APOLLO IN START TREK. Cackling loudly over here. Pffff, don't be embarrassed. I think that is a lovely image. Ringlets fit him so much better imo.

I LOVE YOU FOR LOVING TO MAKE ZEUS A TOTAL NARCISSISTIC JERK. Because he is and it's no big secret. But but. It's hard not to love how Ganymede is just so. GUH. Wonderful for him.
the chosen and the beloved: dorian / and the picture[info]igrab on February 21st, 2010 01:16 am (UTC)
Canon: Ganymede is the most beautiful mortal in the world, and Zeus has to have the best.

oh god squeeing in my heart, i have to write more of them asjlkdhgjfkldaj;sg i don't even care, i don't even care

oh man why is everyone from pjo fandom sercretly/notsosecretly hanging out at holmes_rpf *facepalm, red* i feel like a bad mod, i've been - oh fuck oh fuck it's saturday and i have to do movie night WHY, PJO, WHY DID YOU EAT ME

fuckit, igrab's disappeared to olympus for a while, she's drowning her sorrows in wine and mythology

writing ohgod

no but actually? i thought jake was perfect, logan is also perfect even though he's not how i original imagined percy AT ALL (taller, skinner, BLACK HAIR ffs) but HE ACTUALLY CONVINCED ME. i'm still not even convinced on danrad. danrad=/=hp but loganbb? totally percy. wth. he's just fantastic, he nailed percy's combination of lolwut? and FUCK THIS I AM AWESOME especially, oh god, the way he stood up to gabe i was like MY HEART!!! FUCK YES but jake jake jake luke luke luke he was fucking perfect. exactly how i saw him. everyone else, eh. not so much. (except uma thurman as medusa, rofl rofl girofl she was awesome) BUT REALLY, EVERYONE ELSE, they can go take a bit of a hike. bleh.

i'm sorry, rachel mcadams is my persephone, eric bana is my poseidon, and idk about everyone else but they just weren't quite right. though whatshisbutt could theoretically be a great zeus, if his hair was blacker

i mean, what is it about movies and not giving people black hair when they should have it?! DRIVES ME NUUUUUUTS

okay seriously writing now.
✩ Lex: ✩likin' the bad touch[info]sparkism on February 21st, 2010 05:34 am (UTC)
ksdjfksdjf this has made my freaking night ♥ THANK YOU.
the chosen and the beloved: pj / fuckyeah percy[info]igrab on February 21st, 2010 03:51 pm (UTC)
you're welcome!! very glad you liked it ♥
littlelinor[info]littlelinor on February 21st, 2010 07:48 am (UTC)
Uuunf yeeeees.
Pfffft I love your Ganymede. And Percy being clueless XD
Also Zeus being a showoff XD (it's nice to see a less jerkass side of him btw)
the chosen and the beloved: pj / percy/nico[info]igrab on February 21st, 2010 03:54 pm (UTC)
lollll he IS a jerkass, but ganymede's probably the only person who's opinion he actually cares about, so. X)

DON'T WORRY, PERCY. THIS HAS PIQUED YOUR INTEREST AND NOW YOU WILL BE RESEARCHING THE OLYMPIAN GAY and then you will mack it with nico. THIS HAS BEEN FORETOLD

oh god fic ideas. whyyyy can i not stop havin fic ideas? oh yeah, it's a 3 year, DAMN my numerology.
littlelinor[info]littlelinor on February 22nd, 2010 03:21 am (UTC)
Well. Have him be a jerkass but show something other than just his jerkassness, then XD?

OF COURSE
It's a mythology-long tradition, of course.

Tell me about it. And right now, when I feel like writing one fic in particular... i'm actually lacking a PLOT idea for it >_>

I am amused by the fact that you already have a Percy/Nico icon with this particular actor, btw (if I'm not mistaken XD)
Ali-chan ^^: Ben Ten - Perfect[info]ad_exia on February 21st, 2010 08:24 am (UTC)
THIS. THIS IS AWESOME.

Much love for it, seriously. Awesome~
the chosen and the beloved[info]igrab on February 21st, 2010 03:54 pm (UTC)
THANK YOU. VERY MUCH XD
ariss13[info]ariss13 on February 22nd, 2010 03:04 am (UTC)
Read this at 2 in the morning, and loove it.
Ganymede is so lovely. But, seriously Percy, you already have NICO. :)
Lira-chan[info]lira_chan on March 28th, 2010 06:06 pm (UTC)
Oh gods, yes, this was lovely. Also off to reacquaint myself with Greek mythology very soon; my lovely books are waiting for me at the library. (I already went through a phase as a child when I read everything about it, but my memory is shit). I have this vague worry-type-thing it'll make me want to write fic.

BUT YES FIC. I think I approve of this interpretation~ I kinda love your Ganymede. And oh your Zeus. The kiss during the banquet, and him actually being kind of vulnerable. It was excellent. Plus there was Percy/Nico hinting which always makes my little fangirl heart squeal with glee.
Little Miss Procrastinate.[info]stephanie_tan on April 14th, 2010 05:42 pm (UTC)
"You certainly never seemed very godlike."

Zeus scowls, affronted. "I am very godlike!

"Don't stare too hard," a low, amused voice says from his left. Percy jerks to attention and looks, and it's Apollo, older than he usually is around Percy, all glittery and godlike for the feast today. "You'll only make him angry."

Hermes is shooting urgent glares in their direction, and Percy figures it means 'Help, before Hera kills something!'

Lols. This is so damn good. :D Love the humour XD

brisus. ϟ: cov » reid/tyler[info]midnigthaze on October 29th, 2010 03:20 am (UTC)
fshlkbfhjshdkjbhlkjhfnksjhkfndsjkhnkbsjdhlfgbjs

more.

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

♥♥♥
i aim my arrows high[info]aimmyarrowshigh on January 16th, 2011 09:59 am (UTC)
(Comment eavesdropping: I approve wholeheartedly of Percy/Hylas, js.)

I love the way you're able to write the realm of Olympus with such reality. That is to say, I love how genuine the emotions of all of your gods, demigods, immortals, heroes, whatever, are to what they would be in their situations, rather than trying to play up the "BUT THEY'RE GODS" angle. You manage to bring modernity into Zeus/Ganymede and make it a mirror to the other
pairings in the fic -- Zeus/Hera, Percy/Nico, even Ganymede's relationships with and to the other gods and to Percy, and it doesn't feel like a stretch. It comes across as very natural that Ganymede would have become this constant presence in Olympian life by now, and the arguments/discussion between Zeus and Ganymede felt very raw as an ancient kind of uneasiness that's been discussed to death and still holds resonance.

And Percy's reaction to Zeus/Ganymede! Perfection! Does this take place consciously in the same universe as the snow-shed-monster-Iceman fic? Because if it does, it's brilliant the way he's still floundering and uncomfortable with their overtness and comfortable openness with their sexuality as he and Nico are so like... bumbling stupid teenagers about theirs. Beautiful.
mizstorge[info]mizstorge on March 14th, 2012 06:48 pm (UTC)
Great Jupiter, I can't believe that this fic is two years old and I've just now discovered it!!! You've combined two of my favourite pairings in one delicious story! Possibly the only thing lacking is a suitable haiku from Apollo!

More marks of Zeus. It fascinates him.
Gaymede is definitely one of the Muses of slash writers everywhere. I would say he is superceded only by Antinous, who was also born human and elevated to godhood. Adding Ganymede to the mix of Olympians is a great way to bring out more facets in the dynamic relationships among the gods and their children. Ganymede is so obviously in love with Zeus...and look, it's contagious!

...and possibly Nico had been in his lap at some point, which he wishes he could remember...
Percy/Nico is absolutely my favorite pairing in this universe. And in this fic, they're bot so cute when they're clueless!

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